long time no talk

That said, I will wish you all a Merry Christmas and a very happy New Year.

I am still at Mom's house and it is driving me bonkers. I want my own place sooo bad. And simply put I just do not have the money to move out. I am slowly realising that my mom wants me to move to NC whether I want to or not. I could use some cool air and stuff but I will know no one and I find it difficult to meet people even here. I really do not know if that is the best thing for the boys either. But we will have to see.

In other news, Rick is still in the pokie and Scout and Feret went to see him on Christmas eve. Rick's mom took them. He is still writing letters to the boys and even to my mom too.

Scout has been suspended from school again. he won't go back till Jan 16th. I don't know what they will do next time but he will be out of that school for sure. I don't know what to do to keep him from getting into trouble either. He is a great kid but most of the other kids know that he will fight back and they do things to agrivate him.

I wish I had all the answers!!!

Anyway, Christmas was ok. I really wanted to get the boys more stuff but it just didn't happen this year. On top of that my mom had the brilliant idea to put her ten huge boxes of new pots and pans under the tree with the stuff from santa, so that when the boys woke up they thought they had more stuff than they really did. Feret was so excited when he saw all the gifts. But when we finally handed out all the presents there was more for my mom than the kids. Well except Baby cause he's way easy to buy for and his stuff is cheaper. I just wish she had put her stuff under the tree earlier so the boys wouldn't count that stuff as part of their gifts. Some people just don't grow up I guess. Oh by the way I did not buy myself anything this year. I know that My brothers always get me a gift certificate so I was counting on that. Sure enough Kevin got a a $50 GC for JC Penney's. NICE! Each of the boys got $20 for wal-mart and $25 from Target. Scout and Feret already asked if they could trade me for cash!?! We'll see.

Well I can't think of anything else to say so I guess I'll talk to ya later?!?