Friday, July 14, 2006

I have tried to write earlier this week but it took too long to publish so I am trying again.
Scout got home from camp last weekend and they had a great time. Even got to see Uncle Chris and the gang on the Wednesday. He already has his pictures in a photo album and everything.

On Monday Danny came over and all he could talk about was what he and my ex did all day. Made me sick. He said that Rick tore up his motorcycle.
Then on Tuesday Rick was calling the phone 50 times. I was trying to be nice but when it came time for Danny to come over, He went home instead, saying that he had not felt good all day, but he was messing around with Rick all day!!
Then Wednesday he came over in the evening and accused me of being rude and inconciderate for not beleiving him.
Yesterday, Thursday he never even came over or called.
and when I called him on my lunch today, Rick answered the phone and said Danny left it there this morning.

I don't really know what is going on with him. I do know that he has not admitted to rick that we are dating. And all the comments he made to me on Wednesday were of the "I don't know how to really break up with you so I'm going to make you think you want to break up with me" kind of things. Like he asked what I would do if he died. How in the hell do I know what I am going to do if he dies. He was trying to make it seem as though we should stop while we're ahead so noone gets hurt or something like that. Crazy shit if you ask me. He said when we first started going out that he did not like Rick any more and now He's with him everyday!

I'm sure this will all work itself out but right now I am feeling kind of crappy about the whole thing like I'm getting stabbed in the back or something. Oh well so goes it...

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