Why do I do that?

I get way in over my head then wonder why I get so flustered. Oh well, I guess thats just me.

I had a birthday this past weekend, 32. Went to Ft Myers with Scout and Baby to see the Edison/Ford homes and estate. I really enjoy it there. I can just see Edison sitting on that porch with his wife, watching their kids fish off the pier. Really cool place to go. Scout likes the lab part of the museum. Edison worked on so many things in his life. Like rubber, cement, phonograph and of course the light bulb. He had the first pool in Florida and he owned an electric boat.

Danny came by on Sunday night and I kind of gave him the cold shoulder. He is under the impression that I am heartbroken about the whole thing, when really I'm not. I was really confused as to why he so abruply changed his tune, but not heartbroken. After we cleared all that up we went to get something to eat but Baby was wanting to run all over the place so we got it to go. Now I think Danny wants kind of a no strings attached kind of deal. I dont think that is going to happen. Not really my cup of tea, really.

I really need to stop taking things so seriously and find a way to relax. I think I need a vacation.